Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Made egregious error at work. Caused panic and upsettedness. Heart just not in it, apparently. Checked checking account and damn mortgage accelerator took out extra payment (per agreement of which I was totally unaware as had nothing to do with implementation of), thus eliminating the cash for Disney World. Now will have to use credit and that just makes me angry. Don't have any more opera checks coming until med-December. Don't want to sell Apple stock for vacation. May have to. Hate car payment, hate house payment, hate credit cards. Want to sell everything and live in cottage in forest far away from calendars and grant budgets where can raise birds and alpacas and reptiles and spin own yarn with which to knit garments to sell and earn living. Christian will have to telecommute.